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Name: bethany
Country: Cape Verde
Gender: Female
Interests: well, let's see...i don't have a whole lot...maybe soccer or basketball, hmm...mayhaps even writing...or possibly drawing...hmm, come to think of it, Lord of the Rings and X-Men (although those are give-ins)..books,friends...Jeeeesus!... and um, like i said there's not a whole lot...o wait, horseback riding, coloring in my giant Disney coloring book, listening and trying to sing music...and um...im done
Expertise: walking
left foot, right foot, left foot, right foot, right fo- DANG GINA!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Nonprofit
Message: message me
Member Since:
8/1/2004
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| so this seems as good a place as any to express myself, since very few people actually read this anyway  and i can just write to write
my mind has been acting a lot like River from Firefly (if uve seen it...)...its so jammed pack and swarming with thoughts, ideas, worries, pain, and love...but i cant seem to make sense of any of it
all i wanted when i was little was to grow up, go to college, make a difference in the world...but now that im starting this new stage in my life, i want to cuddle up in my dads arms like i used to and get sent to bed at 930 because its "way past my bedtime"...i want the innocence that comes with childhood
there are so many dreams, mere thoughts even, that i just cant make myself share because its placed in that deep corner of my heart and its become part of me...its made me who i am today, whether or not im who i want to be...what is it that makes us dance without reservation and then want to raise your voice to the sky...what makes my foot tap when i dont even realize it...what is it about that rhythm that keeps to the beat of your heart....the dance is nothing when it stands alone, it becomes something when it is teamed with emotion and passion...it becomes more than something, the dance becomes the embodiment of you, of what you truly cry out for...the dance transfers your emotion to your toes, your thoughts to your fingers, and your heart to face...
someone once said "dance as if no one is watching".... why not dance as if you were flying?
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| this little post that seemingly comes from nowhere is because of my cousin laura...
this past year has been so rich for me. so much lost and yet more gained then i ever imagined. its M-azing how little of life we actually understand, no matter how much of it we've gone through. i was so scared to come to college...i didint like change and i was comfortable where i was; that was the problem apparently..i got too comfortable. i leaned on others beliefs to guide me and i seemed content to settle with what i knew wasnt right for me. out of all the countless things ive learned since starting at ONU, the most important lessons have nothing to do with academics.
its unreal what we can see once we step out of our comfort zone. in my case, i saw a blessing. one, or several actually, that i never would have found otherwise. im not going into a lot of details cuz not that many people know them anyway...but i fell in love this year, with God
im learning to be content with myself through Christ
ive learned that my love for others grows because of my love for Him and more over, His love for me
obviously i have no idea where my life is going from here but i know that He is with me for the long haul, as are my family and friends
so on that note, im looking forward to the year that comes...the mountains and the valleys
and i pray that i can help others along the way
happy new year everyone...make the most of the time you have, because for every second you wait for "your time" your wasting away each precious moment that was, in fact, "your time"
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| NO MORE HIGH SCHOOL
EVER
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CUZ IM SO DONE
so crazy happy right now...ask me later and who knows..lol
ciao | | |
| a little noodles action for our soccer team here before our sweet awards nite...gosh, im really gonna miss this team...i luv u guyses so much
tres mas dias de escuela..que bueno
i wish i had the guts to do something that ive wanted to do for 3 years.... | | |
| 5 days mas
insanity
kinda like foils vs. broad swords
or maybe like a cat fight song created in a mud pit
im not really sure....except i know that this flew by and we r moving on whether we want to or not
i also know that im looking forward, but change can be scary | | |
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